Well, the days are going faster and faster, which means we are closer and closer to Monday. Peter has been very busy with out processing stuff. And packing has not even begun yet. However, it's been nice that he has had more time at home with us this week. We have been able to fix some fond memories in our mind before he leaves, and have some pictures to look at when he is gone.
No matter how much you prepare for the day your loved one leaves, you are never really ready once the day stares you in the face. I dread that. There have already been a lot of tears this week, and many doubts in my mind that we are going to survive these next 4 months. So how much worse will Monday be? I have faith that the Lord will give us all grace that day and we will be strong. Strong because we know that we will see each other soon. Strong, because of the love that binds all of us together. And strong, because there is someone much bigger (and better) in control.
On and even more personal note, I would like to be sappy for a moment. Much of my focus, as selfish as it may seem, has been on me and the girls. How will we handle not having more help? Will I still have hair when he returns? But the last couple days I have really thought just how much I will miss my best friend. Not because he can take out the trash and help with bedtime routine. But I will miss talking to him. Hugging him. Kissing him. Laughing with him. And yes, even crying ... well, not with him. He doesn't cry. But crying on him. Peter, I love you with all my heart and am so very proud that you have chosen to serve. Thank you for all you do at home and for our country. You will be missed and loved. By all of your girls.
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We will definitely be praying for you guys. Please know that if you ever need anything, we are more than willing to help in any way that we can.
Im sure this is going to be a tough time!! Wow. my heart aches thinking about it!!
Just let me know if you ever need any helps or a nap. I dont work and am generally free of responsibilities :) and i love babies... yeah!!
This litterally brought me to tears. I can't imagine being away from your hubby for that long. I would die. I know that the Lord gives grace, but it's still hard. I'll be praying for you girl!
As much as we pray and lift up the troops, we need to do the same or more so for the wives and children. I too could not imagine Ben being gone that long...I would miss him so much. I will be praying that it will fly by for you, and before you know it, he will be back in your arms again! Love you!
Oh, Julie!!! I will be praying for you extra hard on Monday and the days and months that follow. Cry as many tears as you want - and know the Lord sees and hears you.
Peter- we'll really miss joking with you in SS. Do you have an address where we can send mail??
Have a safe trip!
Hang in there, friend. We'll just have to party twice as hard while he's gone.
Seriously though, I will be praying for Peter while he is gone and for you and the girls while you are here. It can't be easy and none of us can understand who haven't been separated for that long from our spouses.
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